So today I’m working on patience with myself and situations, and waiting on reacting if I get frustrated…
I have to remind myself constantly to wait on reacting, but it is essential for me, I think, to do just that.
Words just come out of my mouth sometimes, and I tend to get highly anxious when I know just thinking through something completely can slow me down. Most times it sounds like barking when it’s really just anxiety. I feel shitty when I get that way too because I know it’s not the best version of me. I feel like I should know better by now.
Still, I know that there will be days….
I’m trying to quell the parts of me that are too unruly. It is definitely a one day at a time process.
This too shall pass…..surely.
I know I will find a happy medium eventually.
I am one year, four months, and twenty-six days sober today, and living life on life’s somewhat bitchy terms.
If I look tired, it’s because I truly am.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~ Peace of ME