This entry is only edited by my Grammarly keyboard. It’s a total off the top of my head post. *heads up*
I’m taking another social media hiatus because I f’ ing hate social media, mostly.
I almost spelled out the entire swear word, but I’m trying to be more light and graceful these days with my words and actions. (What?)
I failed today already on that, by the way. I’m sure that’s so surprising to everyone.
I am currently trying to stop smoking on top of my social media annoyance, so my lack of nicotine isn’t helping with my mood. It’s been almost a day without anything but this vape. (“Vaping is bad”. I know, but it is better than smoking at this point, for me.)
I think I just might be one of the most anti-social people I currently know.
Social media makes me more so. I can barely stand it.
My current level of socialization is work, random strangers at the gas station and what not, and facebook.
I’m tired of the immature whining and straight up hate that IS social media. It’s also WAY too easy to partake in the ridiculousness of it all, and I end up feeling like shit the more time I spend on it.
I try to be as positive as I can, but there is always someone or something that will screws it up for me every time.
So, it’s about how I react and what I choose to do that will change it for me.
I choose to stay to myself, not comment or talk to people on social media directly, put my nose to the grind, and not stop.
The only real friends I have will be friends anyways.
Most of the people that follow me around the internet are just people wanting to see me fall, so they can do that without me being on facebook.
I’m saying it here because I’m not going on social media and being a diva for attention and the “don’t goes”.
I don’t care. I also know if I deactivate my account, ill have a whole new set of issues.
No one gives a shit if I’m there or not, and I am perfectly fine with that at this point.
It frees up space for me to worry about what really matters, like finding another job so I can pay my bills and not be homeless again.
Pretty sure nobody on facebook gives one care about that.
One thing I do know about this world. There are more negative people in it, than not.
I regret being part of that problem for so long, and sometimes still.
I work every day to try to be a better, more understanding, kinder, integrity driven person.
I hope some day I can feel like my life isn’t one big shit show, and I can actually help someone.
I think I need to really take a hard look at my social media everything, because it’s causing stress in my life more than anything else.
I don’t really know where I want to go from here. I do know I want it to be up in my higher thinking though; and I don’t think facebook is going to be something that will help me with that right now.
Thanks for reading.
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