In the still, I can feel it haunting me.
It’s the familiar tinge of anxiety saying that I have fallen, and I can’t get up.
Doubt is not my friend. It certainly at times, loves to lick at the base of my spine and shoot out my eyes and mouth, with a sharpness.
I find solace in living and challenging myself to mentally grow every day in some positive way; to move forward no matter how small the step, even on my worst days.
A level-head, and reason always prevails.
Today has been a good day for me. I know that I am at the point in my life where letting go and moving forward, are one in the same.
This is what life is all about.
I have faith in the universe, and what it’s taught me thus far. I am open to whatever lessons it holds next for me.
I reminded myself again today that I do have true friends that will listen to my rambles when I need support. I thank you.💯❤
I also reminded myself that “letting things go”, means actually letting things go; not re-evaluating the same situation over and over again, like the outcome will ever be different or change.
I’ve found for myself that validation comes mostly just in knowing the truth of the matter…..and most times, that’s all you’ll get.
I’m looking up and ahead to the future with confidence and grace.
I am sober and Michigan bound in two weeks.
J.Rounds ©2019 ~Peaces of ME