Today has been a wonderful day for me, because I decided it would be.
I’ve talked to a lot of people I care about and needed to catch up with, but haven’t. I’m currently two days in with the not smoking thing (patches on), and it’s going great and I’m proud of myself. I’m on track with school. I’m healthy and alive and sober.
I have a lot to be grateful for.
Lately, my head was really being consumed with things it ought not to be consumed with. It was stalling me, and holding me back. I finally decided that I should probably start making an effort to put out as much as I *receive, and spending time on people who actually deserve it and love me; as it should be.
I’m happy to be moving on in my life finally. I am really focusing on making the changes still needed.
I am in full-speed ahead mode; and at this point, I can’t see myself stopping.
I’m hoping soon that I can prove to my ex-husband, that’s it’s safe to let me talk to my children again…because I really miss them and I have to work on those relations. My kids are all I have, and I don’t have them now. I need them. I need to at least have the communication open to try.
My ex-husband is a good father, a sensible man, and I know he knows this.
For now, I’m getting through this day with a smile on my face. It is genuine, and not forced. 🙂
I feel the changes happening in me every day, and I just know things will be happy and fulfilling in the end for me; if I just don’t stop moving forward. I’m actually really excited. I needed this latest series of events to happen, to get my ass back in actual reality again.
Today was an excellent day.
This is my story, and I’m writing it daily as I go along.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me