Although I have been writing, I’ve not been blogging here for a bit because I’ve been too busy working and focusing on doing other things that I need to get done.
My holiday was quiet and simple. I made myself a small, festive dinner and talked with my family and friends.
I received a few unexpected gifts as well, and it was really nice to be remembered. All in all, it was a good Holiday for me, and I’m glad I didn’t get called into work and could just enjoy the time off.
I still have packages to send out because I am finishing up some of the things I’ve been making for gifts; but since everyone already knows they will be late; there was no pressure or anxiousness about Christmas this year, that I would usually have if I was behind. My animals were also happy that I stayed home the whole day for once. (Lol)
I’ve just been moving forward, and what a sobering year this has been.
It’s getting easier to not look back in life at the bad times, and when I do it’s usually just to acknowledge and/or think about a lesson I’ve learned from it. I don’t stay there very long anymore. I really do think that this has been key for me and my personal growth.
Today I am in today.
Today I am also one year, nine months, and one day sober.
Today is one day more than I can say that I actually lived.
I shared this on social media today, and I think it’s something to share here as well.
“You cannot wage war on yourself, and expect to win.
When you know you are on the right track, there is no going backward anymore, only forward.
I was my own worst enemy…
Now I am my own best friend.”
It is true, all of it; and I am grateful to be ok in my skin, and to be ok in general, in this world.
I couldn’t say that at the beginning of this year.
There are still stressors in my life, but instead of freaking out or going into a hole over them, I am instead choosing to face the challenges head-on. I’m thinking with my brain rationally and finding solutions to my problems, instead of letting the BS take root. Perhaps this is the greatest gift I received from this year.
I have been in way worse positions in my life, and I’ve surely never been this hopeful at all about the future.
It’s a really good thing to feel hopeful.
This year was a big one for me in many regards; and in 2019, my first major thing will be flying to New York to see my eldest daughter in mid-January. It’s been a long time coming, and I cannot wait to go and see her. My flight is booked, and all that is left to be worked out are the minor details.
More on that to come.
I hope you had a wonderful Holiday, and that 2019 is a year that will bring you peace, understanding, and great happiness.
I hope the New Year will shine it’s good juje on all of us.
Truthfully, I think we could all use some light in this world for a change.
Making little efforts to open our eyes, makes it all the more easier to see it.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~ Peaces of ME