“Be the person you want to be all the time, not just when people are looking.”
There is something to be said about marching to the beat of your own drum.
There is something to be said about being a full-time decent person, that marches to the beat of their own drum as well.
The friend circle is smaller for people like me, by nature, because I don’t like to people all the time anyways.
Now, that I try to do the right thing; my friend circle is even smaller.
I’m not as entertaining anymore.
Decency equals boring, right?
The thing is, it doesn’t matter to me about the numbers of friends that I have in my personal circle.
Does it, Ozzy.
Quality is much better for me.
Tomorrow is my 47th Birthday, and it has been a BS-axing year for me.
I am sober, and I thank myself for that.
I am moving forward, although there are many kinds of pitfalls and drop-offs that like to shake stuff up for me, I’m finding.
I’m weeding through it daily.
That’s the best way I can put it.
I’m not jazzed about certain things in my life, but I know it’ll be up to me, all of it; to push through it, and change those things.
It’s my life.
It’s days like this that make me anxious.
My Birthday and all; really any significant date in my life.
I do hope the year will be a good one for me, and I think it will be.
It’s days like this that I remember, that I’ve made it this far, and what the journey means.
Also that age is just a number.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME