I feel guilty for being on the internet telling people about my life.
In reality I’m just trying to get to tomorrow, but first; the next moment.
I’m awkward every day in real ife and really a hot mess in most parts of my life, feels like always.
The last time my life worked was pretty much never.
I don’t want other people to feel like I do inside sometimes, or feel like they aren’t worthy of love.
It’s just depression for me and there’s real reasons behind it and I know I am worthy of love, even if it doesn’t feel like it.
Don’t hate yourself because you will make yourself sick.
It’s hard to hold standards to yourself that are almost always unreachable because they are not realistic.
I’m never going to be anybody but me and most times I feel like it’s not enough, EVER.
Don’t be upset.
You’re lying to yourself because you listened to the lies they told you.
Stop making excuses.
Just keep moving.
Don’t think about it.
Don’t fail your kids.