I make myself.
Holding my balance by being mindful; especially on days that seem to be questionable at best; is a healthy step forward in my goals for personal growth.
Everything adds up and it’s easier to get motivated when I’m ticking things off on the daily, instead of allowing myself to dwell on the reasons why I can’t get it done.
Reading, writing, and focusing on one significant thing to get done each day, is a trick I use to make sure I always feel like I’m moving forward every day; no matter what kind of day it may be.
I don’t tend to focus on the negative parts and reasons when I’m focusing on the goal of the day, which sometimes can be as basic as making a phone call I needed to make, or following up on one I’ve made already.
It doesn’t have to be a huge thing. For me, often when I do one little thing, it will lead to doing bigger things right after.
If the goal doesn’t get done, I will know that I at least tried, because I look for the silver linings today as well.
It’s easier to do that now, after years and years of not doing it at all.
I’m doing ok and I’m happy about it.
I think for my particular life I could be doing a whole lot worse.
I found a job to apply for that I could basically do alone.
Which is good because I want the structure, but not the Covid-19.
I’ve gotten SO much shit from people that are supposed to be friends about my COVID facts and political opinion, that literally I just say what I think and then go off of social media.
I’m not about conforming to gain people that I can’t be respected by is basically what it boils down to.
I miss my kids, but other than that I’m alone and loving it.
America is a shit-show and I would say WAY more, but at the moment I am personally balancing ok, and healthy.
I can’t complain about that.
I’m learning every day about things that interest me for myself and I have an open mind for views on things I know nothing about.
It’s helping me be a better human.
That IS something.
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