Residual funk lingering from yesterday. It’s passing, but I still hate the feeling.
I hate it even more when people tell me not to let the things that bother me, bother me.
It is extremely annoying when people try to invalidate your feelings when you are worried about things that are valid to you.
I think most people don’t know how to react to me when I’m annoyed, because they know I won’t hide it, and will say how I feel.
I think it frightens people sometimes, and others think It is just annoying.
I was not put on this earth to make other people feel comfortable at my own expense.
This is why I am grateful for people that actually understand how I am as a person, and don’t just follow me around the internet looking for whatever they can to judge me on.
I also don’t understand how people can be so blatantly passive on real issues in the world, like ignoring it will somehow fix all the problems. Then they tell me to not let it bother me.
It bothers me because I’m tired of people looking the other way, and you telling me to not let it bother me.
I mean, really.
Everyone expects me to be happy all the time. When I’m not, it is literally a ghost town in terms of emotional support in an online setting.
I’m glad I’m not like that, and I care when others feel down. I’m glad I have true friends and family that love me at all times, not just when I’m happy.
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