To allow myself the right to be exactly who I am (minus the vodka), has been the most freeing and healing thing I could have ever done for myself.

I cried today because I am overwhelmed and amazed with happiness at just how far I’ve actually come in these last two years.

People say that they are proud of me, but I guess today it just really sunk in.

There was a time when I thought I would always feel sick and empty and alone.

I realized that I was basically keeping myself sick by thinking like that, and I’m glad that I can see that now, because I wasted a lot of fucking time, blaming everyone else.

3 thoughts on “

  1. I love you!

    You have a beautiful spirit. You help the rest of us reflect and see a little bit of you in every one of us. You’re brave, strong, and are open to being very vulnerable. I have learned so much about myself from you and your journey.

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