To allow myself the right to be exactly who I am (minus the vodka), has been the most freeing and healing thing I could have ever done for myself.
I cried today because I am overwhelmed and amazed with happiness at just how far I’ve actually come in these last two years.
People say that they are proud of me, but I guess today it just really sunk in.
There was a time when I thought I would always feel sick and empty and alone.
I realized that I was basically keeping myself sick by thinking like that, and I’m glad that I can see that now, because I wasted a lot of fucking time, blaming everyone else.