Big things to decide this summer.
One is where I will live when my lease is up.
I do not know if I should stay in Ohio or go back to Michigan.
It will be a big task to move states again.
The only thing keeping me in Ohio is a $9/hr job, and the fact that I won’t have to start all over again…AGAIN.
I think of the potential opportunities it could bring regarding my relationships with my children, and then I go back and think again how they might not even want that……
me in their lives on a more regular, consistent basis.
The last thing I want is to make things hard for anyone or myself…but I can’t shake the feeling that it is indeed time to go home again.