I don’t know what my life holds for me. To be honest I sometimes still feel like I don’t deserve the good things in it, because I’ve taken life for granted (or did), for so long.
It is still hard for me to see the positive in some situations. It still takes practice to be mindful in times of stress.
I am a work in progress and I know it.
I think we all are, really. I think things happen to teach us about ourselves, what we are capable of, and what we can do to become more whole as individuals; *so at the end of it all, we are at peace when we leave this world.
Remembering a school friend that passed yesterday, and his entire family.
It got me to thinking about thankfulness.
This Thanksgiving I am truly grateful for so many things.
I’m grateful that I chose to end my alcoholic cycle for good.
I’m grateful that I have the desire to work every day, to keep it that way.
I’m grateful that I feel like it’s ok to be me.
I’m grateful that I have my beautiful children in my life, and that they are willing to forgive my past, because they believe in our future.
I’m grateful that I have a loving mother, and sisters who have always loved me, even when I was lost.
I’m grateful for my niece.
I’m grateful that I am still able to learn and grow, and that I’m not stuck in my ways, because many of them were not healthy.
I’m grateful that I have wonderful friends who encourage me to live, and listen to me and encourage me when I feel weak inside.
I’m grateful for my animals.
I’m grateful for my job, and the kind of work I get to do for a living.
I’m grateful that I have the desire to keep moving forward….not back.
I’m grateful that I got a chance to know and care about people that are no longer here on this earth; and for the things they taught me about life, love, and the human spirit.
I’m grateful that I have a place to call home, and that I’m ok with being the only one in it.
So many other things as well.
What are you grateful for? What has your story taught you?
There is a light in all of us and every day we are alive, we have the opportunity to share it with others.
I hope that you are grateful for that fact, because it could all end in a moment. This I do know.
This Thanksgiving I will be working.
It may seem corny, but I will be a light for the animals that could not be with their families this holiday. I will be their family.
To me, that is the second best thing, to being with mine.
I hope you all have a great Thanksgiving.
Love yourself. Always. Xo
J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME