The Blow-by realization.

I find it a really good thing that my sober date anniversary came and went without me even noticing.

I hope to continue on my journey every day with diligence and find even greater understanding of myself in the future.

Today, I am for all intensive purposes, content.

I do not have every, single thing in my life in place and figured out.

What I do have is the willingness to keep learning and changing my thought processes, until they are no longer trauma-based.

I’m happy with my life right now, and I’m enjoying the fact that I can be who I am, without anybody telling me that it’s not good enough.

It is.

I am one year, seven months, and four days sober.

I am grateful every day, because I know I should be dead, and that’s just the basic *jist of everything.

I prefer to LIVE.

Love yourself.

J.Rounds ยฉ2018 ~Peaces of ME

4 thoughts on “The Blow-by realization.

  1. It suggests that you have indeed changed your life’s pattern and direction from one that was self-destructive to one that is life-affirming! Good for you! Things will improve. Never at the speed we like, but they will. ๐Ÿ™‚

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    • I think so! ๐Ÿ™‚

      I think really for me, it’s the fact that I’m ok with the fact that it’s like that. A process. Every day. It makes it challenging, but when I’m sober I need something to do because I am like that. Focusing on improving myself, but being ok in the moment is what I’m doing. I guess. Lol. I don’t even know if that really makes sense. It does to me.

      It takes a lot of patience and understanding of myself some days. Other days it is easy. ๐Ÿ™‚ It’s ok.

      Thanks Paul. I appreciate you. Enjoy your day!!

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