When I see pictures of us that are from when we were together, it still messes me up inside.
I still see you in real life from time to time, but the images I have of us are what get me the most.
I don’t know why. Maybe it’s because it turned out so much different than I wanted it to.
Maybe someday I will be able to delete them, but I am not there yet.
I go on with my life because I know that things happen for a reason, and my place is obviously not with you.
I can’t help but wonder if the lessons in it all, are more than I am realizing.
Every day, I become a little bit more ok with the fact that you are gone, and were never really there to begin with.
I used to be so angry about it; now there is a certain peace in the fact that it is no longer consuming my every waking thought.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME