Yeah, if I partied like it was my Birthday…it wouldn’t be good for ANYTHING in my life.
I am sober. This is the first thing I can celebrate today.
All things start and end with this.
Cheesy I know, but seriously.
I’m going to see my two youngest children this weekend.
So that is another gift.
I’m 47 today.
How am I supposed to answer this question? It seems surreal at best.
I don’t know, I guess we’ll find out together.
I intend to live with more purpose this year.
Build a brand.
Make enough money supporting myself off of doing things that come naturally to me. Like art, writing, sewing, crafting, furniture, making clothes, photography, inspiring people to inspire themselves to live, instead of living to die slowly every day in despair. Work my other job at the kennel as well.
I will make wiser choices from now on about my time management and money.
Well, that’s my goal.
I need to fix my credit.
I need to make more money to do that.
I have to work another job on top of the one I have, because I have immediate bills and fair credit.
Why not do what I’m good at?
I don’t want to work a second job for someone else. I already have a job like that.
I know that I have to stay positive and motivated every day.
I feel as though I almost always am at this point.
I can see the silver linings in life so much easier now.
I know my money situation will work itself out.
I just need to keep working for it, and take a chance on ME.
I used to say that I just needed a ” break”.
Now I know that I make my own choices, and those choices directly affect my future.
I have to do the work to get anywhere. Even if it’s slow going.
It’s my passion to live my truth and do a job that inspires me.
I have to choose wisely what I do with my time, or I won’t meet the goals I want to meet.
I’m not stopping until I get somewhere.
This year is going to be a productive one for me, and I am full of hope.
That is what 47 is bringing to me.
A whole lot of focusing on moving forward, and not focusing on looking back.
I do not feel 47 at all; and I’m rolling with that fact.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME