I could sleep a million years, and still not feel rested.
It’s my number one concern about myself, and I am sure; the thing that makes everything feel so much worse than it actually is.
Every night I go to bed I hope that it will be different; every night I spend more time tossing and turning than anything else.
This is going on 12 years now of messed up sleep patterns and a life that consits of naps here and there, more than anything else.
I can’t even enjoy sleeping; because I wake up more exhausted than when I went to bed. and I’m at my level of tired of it.
It would just be nice to sleep soundly and effectively.
And I don’t want to be on synthetics at all; so medication isn’t an option for me. I’ve done all of that anyways; sometimes being prescribed combinations of more than one sleeping pill…and they still didn’t work.
There’s no point in the synthetics at all for me.
I can really feel it today, and I have to work a double.
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