Lack of sleep doesn’t help anything.

I could sleep a million years, and still not feel rested.

It’s my number one concern about myself, and I am sure; the thing that makes everything feel so much worse than it actually is.

Every night I go to bed I hope that it will be different; every night I spend more time tossing and turning than anything else.

This is going on 12 years now of messed up sleep patterns and a life that consits of naps here and there, more than anything else.

I can’t even enjoy sleeping; because I wake up more exhausted than when I went to bed. and I’m at my level of tired of it.

Literally.

It would just be nice to sleep soundly and effectively.

And I don’t want to be on synthetics at all; so medication isn’t an option for me. I’ve done all of that anyways; sometimes being prescribed combinations of more than one sleeping pill…and they still didn’t work.

There’s no point in the synthetics at all for me.

I can really feel it today, and I have to work a double.

Coffee.

J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME

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