I’m starting to realize, that being real with my emotions and owning them; helps me not only to become a better person naturally; but it makes me feel strong in myself as an individual, as well.
To learn how to have conviction.
I have learned it. I am thee only one that can truly fail myself.
It feels good to be open about myself now, in general. In any other form, but totally transparent; feels fake to me.
It’s a blessing; but can be difficult in some regards.
Some times people take the things I say in the wrong manner.
My delivery is an aquired taste, I know; and I’m fine with that.
I’m sure over time thatll grow and change. It already is.
Mostly I think it’s important to stay true to myself; my work; and what I want to do in this world before I leave it.
As long as my children love me, and are proud of me, and I am; I’m good.
I still have things I only share with sister friends.
Those relationships are what I value most; because it’s hard for me to trust.
I feel like I don’t have enough time or money todo the things I need to do; all the time. It’s true….still. That’s something I’m working to change in installments….because it’s all I can feesibly do right now.
I know my goals are attainable; as long as I keep myself sober and working.
My phone is running out; so have to go friends.
Seriously…it’ll change your life.
J.Rounds ©2018 ~Peaces of ME