PTSD; You Kill ME.

It takes a lot for me to stay positive sometimes.

Today is one of those days.

I put a lot of pressure on myself.

In general.

If I don’t; I won’t do anything at all, but fold.

But what’s the point in that?

I can’t function down there anymore.

I just want to feel more positive; and I don’t today, because today was full of things I can’t control.

Sometimes things don’t make sense to me… and it hurts.

Most people do not know that I am hyper-sensitive to a lot of things.

I avoid certain things as much as I can, so I know I won’t have to stress out about it.

I need to cry; but don’t want to.

And that’s an issue for me.

Thanks PTSD.

You’re not getting my vote.

FU.

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