It takes a lot for me to stay positive sometimes.
Today is one of those days.
I put a lot of pressure on myself.
If I don’t; I won’t do anything at all, but fold.
But what’s the point in that?
I can’t function down there anymore.
I just want to feel more positive; and I don’t today, because today was full of things I can’t control.
Sometimes things don’t make sense to me… and it hurts.
Most people do not know that I am hyper-sensitive to a lot of things.
I avoid certain things as much as I can, so I know I won’t have to stress out about it.
I need to cry; but don’t want to.
And that’s an issue for me.
You’re not getting my vote.