It’s going to rain.
I’m on the hill outside listening to Trap and smoking, and I’m just going to sit in it.
The thing I’ve been learning lately is that it’s good to sit in your own silence, and focus more on the positive, instead of the negative.
I say “more on the positive”, because I know the negative, will never completely go away.
I’m glad I’m sober and I’m glad I’m deciding not to be a dry drunk anymore.
I don’t think I am all the time, but I think there’s lots of triggers I don’t need to subject myself to anymore, until I find out what’s going on with ME.
I know I need to find an inner peace in me, that I don’t have right now.
And that’s what I’m going to do.
I know that everything that is meant to be, works in it’s own way.
Eventually I will find where I belong in life, and everything will even out.
Today, as in right after I post this, I’m going to go work on my Etsy store.
I dont know if it’ll ever be truly successful, but I do know I have to work on it, or I’ll never know.
Usually I’d focus on things I can’t control, and there’s just no sense in that at all…because I need to control myself most of all.
Baby steps. Every day adds up.
J.Rounds ©2017 ~Peaces of ME