I’m glad to get some things cleared up and sorted today, that had been weighing on my mind.
Still more things to go, but today I’m happy to make what amounts to a significant dent in my anxiety; part of it anyways…I feel BETTER.
I do not know what is after this life; but I do know I am grateful for how things have a way of working themselves out in the end, if you believe it can work out; are patient; and stay true to who you are.
I guess that is what gives me hope these days….knowing that this is real life actually going in the right direction, and I don’t have to give up core parts of me as a person to get it right this time around sobriety-wise; or make it better for anyone.
I’m just doing the right thing.
Most times I find there’s a bittersweet irony in working through difficult situations, and coming out stronger for it on the other side.
Lately my life has been about growth, acceptance, and forgiveness. I find forgiving myself the hardest of all; but a duly needed thing just the same. I am trying to love myself as I love others. I figure I’m worth that much for sure.
It’s a decent day and a long weekend… I hope to get a go on that list of goals I have running. It’s a mile long, and I’m only on the first leg still.
I’m kind of done playing it safe. I’m just interested in doing more of what my heart wants, and my mouth says.
I think I got the main part down in being that I’m two months sober today, and have a plan to make it a running normality, when it comes to my life.
Giving myself an actual chance at success, begins and ends with me.
This I know for sure.
Have a beautiful weekend; and a special rememberance to all the soldiers who fought and gave their lives, to make the USA great. My greatest appreciations. Xo
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