There’s something freeing about seeing the truth for what it is, shutting the door, locking it, and throwing that key as far as you can possibly throw it.
Turning a page.
I felt bad for a little while earlier, but it took someone whom I never expected, to make me see how I could really decide what was right for me and that I was the only one that could do it.
Thank you. You’re right as well. About everything.
Earlier I got some rather stark reality and I was beside myself. But I see it for what is worth now; and what I have ahead of me to do.
I know I am moving forward in the right direction, and making positive progress in my life every day. I know I struggle with mental health issues, and I know in order to be a positive influence in my kids life, I have to let go of all my crutches and negative influences in my life.
Turning a page is sometimes not very easy. Especially when it has been stuck on the page for way too long.
Tonight I start another chapter in my life, and tomorrow will be the first time in a long time that I will finally know for certain where I am going.
And that is forward to a future that is peaceful and happy. I’m staying on the path I’ve set for myself.
This day is significant in my life, because I finally decided enough was enough.
Eventually everything will work out. I’m positive.
Anyone that knows me knows I can do anything I set my mind to.
I’m going to be just fine.
I’m also happy that I know this; and glad that I can’t find the key. I never even looked for it.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me