Turning a page

There’s something freeing about seeing the truth for what it is, shutting the door, locking it, and throwing that key as far as you can possibly throw it.

Turning a page.

I felt bad for a little while earlier, but it took someone whom I never expected, to make me see how I could really decide what was right for me and that I was the only one that could do it.

Thank you. You’re right as well. About everything.

Earlier I got some rather stark reality and I was beside myself. But I see it for what is worth now; and what I have ahead of me to do.

I know I am moving forward in the right direction, and making positive progress in my life every day. I know I struggle with mental health issues, and I know in order to be a positive influence in my kids life, I have to let go of all my crutches and negative influences in my life.

Turning a page is sometimes not very easy. Especially when it has been stuck on the page for way too long.

Tonight I start another chapter in my life, and tomorrow will be the first time in a long time that I will finally know for certain where I am going.

And that is forward to a future that is peaceful and happy. I’m staying on the path I’ve set for myself.

This day is significant in my life, because I finally decided enough was enough.

Eventually everything will work out. I’m positive.

Anyone that knows me knows I can do anything I set my mind to.

I’m going to be just fine.
I’m also happy that I know this; and glad that I can’t find the key. I never even looked for it.

Love yourself.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me

2 thoughts on “Turning a page

  1. what a pathalogical lying piece of shit you are. the reason you lost your kids is because you are incapable, you are an alcoholic that sells her body to the highest bidder.

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  2. You have absolutely no idea about me at all. OR what I’ve been through or how I live, and you never will. Do you really think, I would ever listen to a bully on the internet? Not happening. Find something better to do, and get some kind of actual life. To you I say have a nice day. I’ve made tons of changes in my life for the better, and you can’t take that away from me at all. I’m a recovering alcoholic. I absolutely do not sell myself to anyone, and I don’t have to lie at all. What’s the point in that? Thank you. As if it is up to you to tell me anything… Really. This is a personal blog for me and my healing process. Thank you for the judgement though. I hope you feel better about yourself now.

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