Most times I think I’ll be just fine
Living in this life of mine, but there are still those moments I don’t know. Honest truth.
I go back and forth between happy and sad. It is within my soul.
I try to let go of things I once had, because the weight I carry is too heavy otherwise.
The days feel long, but short.
The good days are what I live for now.
The bad days…well…
It is those days that I put up a shield. I’m learning to let people in at those times.
Those are the moments I feel like I can’t win, And need help remembering why it is I’m here in the first place.
I’ve made friends with my demons and slowly they are realizing that they have no power over me anymore; even though they try hard sometimes to take me back to the time when I felt worthless inside.
It isn’t true and never was.
I noticed that noone really notices much, *or cares when your life is going well, but they are the first ones there when it’s not, just to watch the floundering.
It’s the people that love me for me that I turn to for inspiration and guidance and trust and respect. It’s not really worth my time to worry about the others.
It is up to you to decide where you want to be in life. You cannot get anywhere at all if you just give up.
And I won’t either.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me