I’ve learned to expect less of people, because the disappointment I used to feel in others, was becoming unbearable.
I don’t know if it’s a good or bad thing, but because of this I generally feel numb inside; otherwise known as walls up.
It’s nothing new, I have said it before.
I have finally put the time into myself instead; and have decided that people can’t really affect me, unless I let them. I am finally becoming much smarter in the way I see others now.
People treat me like I am stupid and don’t have the right to have feelings, way more than they should; and I get tired of it. I’m also tired of being used emotionally and financially in negative ways and lied to openly, by people that should know better.
I’m blocking those people out of my life now.
One by one.
My walls are still up.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me