I think I have been bipolar my entire life. I also think that because of it, the traumas I’ve suffered in my life have somehow imprinted, and caused me to feel a million times worse than someone that doesn’t have it. I’m very sensitive. I have an addictive personality. I’m very up and down naturally, and I try to control it because I don’t like the down. Another reason why I self-medicate.
I wasn’t diagnosed until 2008. That was the year my son passed.
They didn’t even have that diagnosis when I was younger you know. Kids weren’t really on any kind of medication for depression, disorders or anything like that.
What I feel mostly is alone.
Not one single person understands me that I know.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me