It’s not so hard to stay sober.
What’s hard is swallowing the fact of what I’ve done, and what I’ve lost.
I literally gave up everything for nothing; and then spent years free-falling into my addiction, because I was unable to cope with lifes’ circumstances and the fall-out of my own wrong decisions.
When you come back down, and you start to see how life has moved on without you, and you are in the same place as you have been for years.
THAT’S the hard part.
And there’s no one to blame but myself.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me