I have a therapy appointment today, which I need; because I’ve been acting out and feeling all hostile inside, out of frustration, anger and sadness. It’s not really a very good look on me anymore. I don’t like to escalate to this level.
It brings with it all kinds of unwanted judgement and accusations; and I’m unmotivated as fuck, to boot.
I wish I could have things the way I wanted them and not need to talk out my problems with a rent-a- friend. But I can’t have, and I do need it.
I’m grateful the option is there in my life, because I want to remain sober and moving forward. Two most important things.
Some day this void in me will close up; I hope.
J.Rounds (c)2016 ~Peaces of Me