I’ve been focusing on actual reality, and the actual reality is that I’m hoping for something that will never happen with you.
We live in separate worlds.
I am here. You are there. That won’t change.
I’ve tried all I can do to change this fact; live with you; live without you; make it work with you.
Can’t change it. Can’t make it work.
Can’t focus on it anymore.
Don’t want to.
My psychiatrist says I am doing well, and he would like to see me stay that way.
J.Rounds (c)2015 ~Peaces of Me