When I see the light I feel hopeful.
I know that it’s you.
You’ve kept me going when I didn’t want to.
You pull me out of myself and breathe in your healing; and you never leave my side until I can try again.
You never gave up on me. NOT ONCE.
It was you. I can feel you.
It was you that made me see what I was doing to myself and those I care most about.
It was you that gave me the strength to reach out for help because you knew I was scared.
You also knew I was more afraid of living that lie of a life I had led for so long.
You and G,A and M are the first ones I think about when I wake, and the last ones I see before I drift off.
I used to be afraid of the dreams I had.
It was you that changed that for me.
In every dream I have of you now;
you are walking.
I know you are better now, and I know why you came.
I’m not afraid anymore of the light.
I love you.
J. Rounds (c)2015 ~Peaces of Me