Sometimes I think I have a learning disorder. Seriously.
I remember just about everything that people do in my life, and I pick up on most things no problem at all when they interest me.
But sometimes I have to try to learn something; and it doesn’t matter how many times I read it, it just won’t sink in at all.
Such is the case for this Biology class I’m taking. It’s going to kick my ass. It’s like a job or something. I start reading about Mendelian Genetics, Binary Fusion and Mitosis, DNA Transcription, and by the end of it I don’t know what I’ve read at all and I just want to cry. What the??? So I go back and re-read it 10 different times and I still don’t get it. I wonder what is wrong with me. It just makes me completely stressed out and afraid.
I’m afraid of failing. I have to at least get a high B in this class or I’m not going to be happy with myself at all. I think an A is out of the question, considering.
I think I’m going to have to break it down into week by week increments, or I might just freak out.
That doesn’t even begin to touch my computer dilemma; which I have to figure it out in 4 weeks or I’ll have issues getting into my next class. Being broke and needing something is one of the worst feelings I can possibly think of. I hate it.
If it was easy it wouldn’t be worth it; RIGHT?
At least I’m sober and not dead and have some goals. That’s the way I’m looking at it tonight. Off to bed.
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