The Shell

Written on my birthday July 25th, 2014.

~THE SHELL~

The reflection in the mirror does not lie.

It has no forgiveness, nor does it care.

This is what you’ve become; and it is your doing alone.

You are weak and frail and it shows.

You avoid your own gaze because you are disgusted with yourself.

You have lowered yourself to wretched levels; and allowed yourself to be compromised repeatedly; simply because, you have given up on yourself; and you are numb inside.

You must find the strength to fight your way back somehow.

Listen to your inner voice.  He is there on your shoulder; listen to him, and do.

BELIEVE you can be well.

If you don’t you will end up dead, and scar your children for life; and it will be your doing alone, as well.

You are disgusting and need help!

Stop doing this to yourself; or all will be lost!

He would not want this for you!  It is not your time yet!

Think of your children and do what you have to do!

This is crazy; You are going crazy!

Tomorrow you start to try; and you DO IT!

It’s the ONLY way!

You are so much better than this.

You are so much better than this.

I am so much better than this.

J. Rounds ©2014 ~Peaces of Me

~ A BEAUTIFUL LIE ~

Anorexia, speed, alcohol, lack of self worth and love. Broken. July 25th, 2014.
Anorexia, speed, alcohol, lack of self worth and love. Broken. July 25th, 2014.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s